What, another one?

Panic

2009-05-18T18:16:00.002+02:00

Eh.

Since my nth pc is broken again, and I'm quite bored, can't help but blog. I still enjoy plurking, but sometimes, when the conversation's pace is too fast, I can't really follow. Haha.

Throughout my blogging life, I used to say how miserable my life is, how sad I am.. blah blah. I don't know. Was I too young, then? When I reached this age, when I started to work for money, did things that are against my parents' volition, I suddenly realized that I needed to grow. My life is moving so slow. Someone told me, "when your life moves so slow, it means you don't do anything." Well, apparently, his life is so fast-paced that I really have a hard time catching up.

*I missed this - spilling my guts.*

I still think that life is still hard, well, honestly I wish it'd be easier for me. I've spent too much time sulking and making my life more miserable than it already is, and I think it's about time for me to go and make a move... But then, I also wish I have more supportive parents, more reliable ... and well, more caring? Because being with yourself all your life doesn't help. I am too immature, sometimes selfish and caught up in my own 'dilemmas'. I don't ask for advices, I don't ask for their help... and when the time comes that I'm down, I only have myself.

I just wish I could tell them what I feel, or ask them for help. Because right now, I feel so lost... So lost and confused.

And I assure you, when you're the same age as mine - you'll start to panic.

Milkshake

2009-04-20T14:45:00.002+02:00

Hahaha hurraaaah I'm updating!! :D *Wala naman nagbabasa* :))

Okay, soooo I don't know what to blog right now. Hindi kasi private to eh kaya hindi ako makapagblog ng mga kahindik-hindik! :)) Hahaha!

So anyways. I was just home yesterday, did movie marathons amidst the negative vibes that were washing over me. Wala ako magawa kundi manood ng movie, magRestaurant City at intayin lumipas ang oras.. Isama pa ang ang paghihintay kung may magtetext o tatawag sa cellphone ko. Ang pangit naman kasi ng panahon kaya hindi ako makapaglakwatsa eh! Hahaha.

Ano pa ba..

Wala na ako maisip! Pupunta nalang ako sa McDo ngayon at makapagmilkshake! :D
Toodles!

Nagbabalik Loob

2009-04-15T23:39:00.002+02:00

I honestly don't know why I'm blogging right nao. Really, really gone were the days where I blog everyday, every week and so on. I feel a noob right nao.

This is Plurk's fault. Haha. It was no hassle, just microblogging. No blog-hopping. Hahaha. Yes, I'm lazy that way.

Okay, so why am I attempting to resume my old blogging life? Glenna told me so. Hahaha, also some people, I guess. I wanna reconnect with them? Nawww I dunno anymore. Hahaha.

Okay I'm hyper right now. Must be the sugar?

Lol.

Welcome back to my lazy ass!

DEAF.

2009-02-07T01:21:00.002+01:00

I just got home approximately 30 minutes ago from the 'The All-American Rejects' concert tour. I'm quite satisfied with the way they perform. I pretty much enjoyed the show despite the fact that they didn't sing Another Heart Calls (which is my favourite track from the new album) but they did sing Swing Swing and It Ends Tonight. :) I was freakishly annoyed at first because of the front acts, I didn't enjoy them that much. Kahit na sobrang lakas ng sound system, naghihikab ako sa boredom. Pero sulit pa rin dahil unang kanta agad yung Swing Swing :)

And daaaaaamn, he is sooooo gay! Yea, the vox! He surprised me by wearing skinny crayola pants - RED/PINKISH - beige boots, a net-like sando-top and a beige scarf tied around his neck :)) He is so cute!! Grabe sobrang tili ang ginawa ko nung nagumpisa sya kumanta. Lalo na yung mga F words nya! Hahaha. Grabehan talaga!!

Okay. So bingi pa rin talaga ako. Saka na kwento. HAHAHA! Gusto ko lang magupdate!

Yes, another one.

2009-02-04T22:10:00.000+01:00

I don't have anything to do with my life now. HAHAHA. I made another blog, a public one. The private one is password protected, so if we're not close enough, you wouldn't be able to read it. HAHAHA. RIGHT.

Lemme see.
Top reasons why I made a new one:

* I'm bored.
* I want something new.
* I'm bored again.
* I wanna rant some crazy rants.
* Yes, I'm bored, over and over again.

I know I should stop bumming around, plurking all day or just loitering around the city in winter time with different people.. I should search for a job instead. Masama na naman tingin ng dad ko sa laptop ko, which, FYI, he didn't buy.. sa phone ko, also, he didn't buy.. at sa internet connection namin sa bahay, which he doesn't pay. :)) My brother does. So, grabehan ano? Kakatawa.

I know this may sound weird, but my dad always tells us na hindi kami papakainin ng technology, kasi wala na daw kami ginawa *with kami he really means AKO, whatsmyname again* kasi nga I'm a bum and just earn money for my own sake :)) Kumusta naman un? Oo na nga tamad na nga ako, pero hello? Eh kaya nga sya andyan eh, para sustentuhan ako. Anak naman nya ako eh. I know crooked ang dahilan ko, kaso naman, kelangan ba palaging sermon galore at ulit ulitin na wag ako maging technology dependent? Anong magagawa ko? Generation ko to eh. Dito ako masaya.

Sa online world, dito ako minsan komportable. Kasi andito yung mga taong handang makinig, andito yung mga taong may pakelam sa mundo, hindi lang nila alam kasi nga nakaharap sa computer, andito yung mga taong minsan, hindi mo akalain, sila yung totoong kaibigan mo. Naku, palibhasa kasi hindi siya marunong eh. Nakakairita lang!

Minsan gusto ko na lang isigaw sa kanya na pabayaan na nga ako sa buhay online ko. Eto ang comfort zone ko eh. Kesa naman makinig lang ng makinig sa sermon nyang isang misa na yata ang inihaba. Juice ko pong pinya. Wala na yata ako natutunan sa kanya kundi ang isipin kung paano ko papayamanin ang sarili ko eh. Kumusta naman. Kumusta. naman. yun.

Nako nako. Lumalabas na ang irita ko. Ititigil ko na muna to. =)) HAHAHA.
See you!